I had enough!

Let's c. I'm 21 years and 10 mths old. Minus 6 years, meaning i spent like 15 plus years studying and getting all the knowledge I could.

When I was in Primary 1, i used to dread having morning classes. All my classes were in the morning throughut those six years, some kids had at least two years of their primary school life in the afternn.I hate waking up in the mornings. Back then, me and my neighbour used to love walking in the rain, but for me i enjoyed it coz I hope that the rain would give me a bad cold and flu so I can skip school :D

Come secondary, I was thinking bla..need to study hard to do well in PMR..then after that, bla..nid to study hard to do well in SPM (Back then everyone was saying u dun do well for SPM you will ruin your future..bleks)
SPM came and went..did well..now on to college..woh..must do well in this..or not u wont get a goood uni..
Did well in college too..(atleast by my stds)..so went to NUS!
Ohkay....NUS har..good uni what

First yr..slack..did so badly that I had this wake up call
Second yr..chiong like mad..did well by my stds..but not good enuff to fight with peers..whatever..
Third year..was in a transition phase...din like what i was studying..hate studying..did badly..second sem..enjoyed the slack life in Europe

zoom...Fourth Year
It will be Week 8 tomorrow. But I had to blog this. Why?
I have to admit after 15 years of studying..I'm FINALLY tired of STUDYING!
I was looking at my Sci of Music notes..it mad me sick..although half of it was music stuff..it just doesn't interest me. Why? It's just plain studying..just to get freaking A's so u will end up with a good degree..and then what?You just get a bludy better job..but it doesn't matter now that the market is so bad.

Hopefully, after I finish blogging this..I'd better push myself to finish those SOM notes..i will definitely study for my exams..except whether I study it properly..or do last minute work or whatever
I have the slackest sem ever, but yet I'm not putting my all in it..I just dun feel like it..I hope I will have the energy to push myself

Wk 8: Consulting CA, SOM exam, Chin mini quiz
Wk9: Chinese mid term, Consulting presentation
Wk10: Report due
Wk 11: Presentation*2
Wk13: Hell week..4 Exams in three days
Wk 14: FYP presentation
Not to mention FYP in process..
When i list these down..it seems the weeks will pass very fast. But I don't know. Until Wk 13;s over. I will be still sad depress..and what not

Oh, and did I mention that I'm worrying bout getting a call for interview. I guess if I have a job offer right in front of me now..I would be carefree after all


:(:(:(:(:(...Nid to sigh big time